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Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Only on an extremely bored day like today , I will remember the existence of my blog .


The second last day of my holiday . The last day of 2013 . New Year Eve .
So I've picked today to do some blogging .

You know what ?
Holidays didn't only make me eat more , get fatter , get dumber and also most of all I GET LAZIER.
I don't even read books now.
It's just drama , drama & DRAMA all day...
Gosh you guys should see how I've spent my holidays.
I'm watching four dramas at a time . <Pretty Man , Man from the Stars , Prime Minister and I , Miss Korea>
I'm unbelievable. (That's not a praise lol)

To be really really honest. Actually I did "touch" books . (If you consider flipping and empty minded reading as touching then yea I did "touch" some reference books..)
But only because I can't stand the constant screaming and shouting from my mom any more lol.
You can't imagine how frustrating it is being constantly reminded that I've a big test next year and  how much stress it is that I'm going to be studying in the second best class of the grade (that's what they said) .
I'm not showing off.
I have nothing to show off neither lol .
My average mark is nothing compared to so many people.
And I'm doing nothing to make it better.
I don't even feel like doing anything. That's worst.

During last year's holidays , at least I've read and truly understand the first few chapters of History.
I have WANTED to read it.
But now , IDontEvenWantToSeeIt ...

I can already imagined how doomed I'm gonna be next year . HOW?! *cries*
I really should seriously do some studying right now , right ? :'(
Right , okay .

Now lets talk about the camp I went to in this holiday.
I went there for a week for goodness sake.
And I totally hate it.
I did mentioned that my socializing skills suck right ?
Holy.
I don't know how in the world my mom thinks I'm going to learn anything there.
Because when I start hating on a place or a people , I have no desire to learn anything from them .
That doesn't mean I hated someone there . (I couldn't anyway IDEK them lol)
But I hated the place indeed.
Omg you can't even imagine how gross the whole place is.
The toilet ... I don't even want to think about the place.
Anyway briefly telling.
That's probably my very first time sharing a dorm with 40+50+ girls lol.
Ew.

It's not that I have anything against the girls there.
But why are they so mature ?
It's pretty hard to look at considering me as a older camper looking at those 14-15 years old girls putting up make up and talking about boys whenever they have time lol.
Extremely weird new environment for me .
And I don't think I like that kind of society uhm.

I'm weird and immature myself.
I think the people I only liked are kids and babies lol.
I hate teenagers (what am I saying ...me as teenager myself.......maybe that's why I hate myself lol)
Middle aged people are also a frustrating and annoying human being themselves.
Especially those who're going through menopause .
Pain in the neck .
I'm going to move out by the time it started on my mom lol.
I can't even stand her now urgh.

Anyway , she confiscated my phone with the reason I should never watched drama/movies from a smart phone . (Such Bullshit)
And I rebelled against that by sleeping in the living room for these few nights and bla bla.
LMAO I think I'm punishing myself by doing that eh ( my back hurts sleeping on a sofa-bed)

Well , that's all I want to blog for today :)
And I do realised that I haven't blog about the Thailand trip xD

By the way , CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ??? (because I ABSOLUTELY CAN'T !)
Next year is the fifth year I'm blogging !!
Wow.
It's amazing .
The fact that I did not give up on blogging with all those temptations everywhere xD
Although I do admit that I've blogged lesser and lesser ... :p

Anyway...

“Happy New Year Eve ! And may the odds be ever in your favor.” 

Sounds familiar right .
It's easy to guess where I got that from xD
If you've watched IT .