It's 2013 :(

Lovely all ~ :)

I'm not happy right now ...yeah ... but it doesn't mean that I'm angry at something right now ...just..

I'm sad 'cause Mama's not able to help me transfer my school ...:(

tsk...it's not like I want to transfer school badly ...

I'm just really SCARED ~

I hope next year classmates will like me ....and find me nice ...

and ~ I hope Amo teacher won't get to teach me .... I kinda destroy her "teach me mood" when I'm sec 1 ..

Please god and buddha , it will be disastrous if she teach me ...

I will totally fail in math , like SERIOUSLY TT

I really wish a lot for next year ...

It's not an exam year , and maybe I don't have a lot things to do ...mmm...

1. I hope I will not embarrass myself...

2. I hope my teacher will like me

3.I hope I make a lot of good friends

4.I hope I will not get any trouble with any boys

5.I hope I will be happy :))

6...

There's a lot ...I made a wishlist in my mind ...but I kinda forget some of them X)

Let me be simple until I've graduated from my school ...

I want to have a college life ....I want to grow my hair.... I want to tie it beautifully...so....ok

How is my 14 days holiday in Singapore ?

Overall, is okay and kinda boring if the two pretty girls didn't play with me :DD

They are so cute and nice,AND they have long hairs ...

Oh My Gosh , I can't believe I get fascinated with long hairs suddenly..

I mean I was toying with their hairs , and help them to comb and tie like barbie... that was fun XD

Experimenting new hairstyles....

That was when I hope I too have long hair :)

and I could have IF my school didn't forbid it TT

Yeah , enough of that <it is making me sad and angry the same time > ,

SO , my results were out last Wed , it's .....AVERAGE TT

But my mom's happy with my UEC results lol, I don't know why ...

She's so easily satisfied ? Ooh ...thanks mom ...

Christmas presents :(

I hope I will get an Ipod Touch ....

It will be an awesome present :p

And I hope mom will get the internet speed chyange ...

And I hope mom will sign up for S One channel...

Gracias...That's just a dream ...

Bye bye then .....  

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year :DD

Answer for "what happen to you?"

Seriously , I have no idea how to start this post ....

I've been lose contact with the world for two days ?

With my mom confiscated all those precious electronics of mine , I actually feel really*1000 angry at first ..

But it turns out not that bad after all ...

Like seriously , if my phone is around me and the wifi is on , I will never left it out of my hand like even for a few seconds...it's just so fucking tempting to go online , even for no reason ....XD

So letting her took away all those make everything I'm doing a little more effective ...

LOL, this is not what I was planning to write that day when she confiscate my things

So ! I just got my laptop back yesterday ...

I actually feel kinda relax the time when I was at Aussie where there's no wifi and all I can do with my phone is listening to the music I've downloaded there, which is all K-POP but surprisingly I don't feel like listening when I'm staying there....

Maybe it's days without phone or wifi or people that takes to quit my obsession for K-pop huh ?

Anyway ~

I really have a running away thought when I'm feeling lonely ....

And with my mom telling me that NOBODY ever in their right mind will like somebody like me just blew me off the handle....

I'm kinda in a going crazy situation that day which is why I keep tweeting ...

Because, rebellious teens like me is like that ...

--> Finding ways to embarrass my family which is keep tweeting how bad my family is ....

So...instead I just embarrass myself huh ? 

  

It's not like I've forgive everyone , just since she took the first step of breaking the ice , I guess it will do ..

See ! It's really easy to make me not mad at you ( though it's also easy for me to get angry too) but if you just step out of my way and just explain to me (instead of shouting) I could have gave up in making everything so dramatic ....

But it won't do for someone who really hates me inside out , 'cause I'll probably hate them back so much more than they deserve...

My mom is a fucking moody person , and my grandma is a little less moody than her..

But ...they don't really hate me , because they kinda place my priorities the first sometimes , < it just kinda flew out of my mind when I'm so mad at them > 

So...my mom wants to transfer me to a catholic school if I've get good results in PMR huh ?

Now I'm begging the mighty Buddha to give me some hope to start afresh in a new place..

But it might not go the way I want since I've done so many sins since the day I was born ....

Too bad ...

I really want to transfer school , like seriously , I've had enough with you all..

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Drama at school ? When I've had enough at home ? No thanks !

So somebody ?... Find me somewhere that I can watch Twilight without those virus covered links..

I will thank you so much..

Goodnight...

p.s I've read twilight breaking dawn for the 2nd time now , it's just never fails to make me amaze everytime..

p.s.s I hate people who don't know me acts like they do ...No matter how long you've know me 1 year ? 2 year ? 3 year ? neh...you never knows who I really am unless you are my stomach worm ....Even my brother doesn't know me thoroughly at all...So cut it off ... 

Maido *hello again in japanese XD

Yaho ! *It's Hey in Japanese*
Gal here has been really into Japanese dramas these few days ...
My grandma was saying that she hate Japanese drama and keep telling me not to watch this useless drama before she too fall for it ......Not exactly like fall in love with it , she just became interested with what happen next.

We are watching this drama recently 神様、もう少しだけ..
Those cast are really pretty and extremely nice looking ....like REALLY ...
Anyway, I just accidentally found and started to watched it because the story plot is really interesting ..
And really unlike K dramas ...like all love story and nothing and only good looking actor and actress..
This is kinda dark story , like sleeping with complete stranger and becomes HIV before falling in love with her bias ....
It's just pure amazing ....I'm definitely recommending it ....^.<

Right ....Yesterday my moods really calm down a lot after watching WGM Yeon Seo and Lee Joon couple
So , I'm saying that I will write something to my friends & family since the world is going to end soon <possibility>

Okay , my little cousin sister says that my brother and I hate each other very much and keep wanting to make us enemy when she's mad at me with something and decided to "pakat" with my brother to un-friend me...*I seriously want to lol her sooo much ...
Yes little bitchy girl , though my brother and I are not exactly like care for each other very much like most siblings do, and although that there are times which I really want to kill him ...
There's this fact that we are siblings ...
And that's the fact that's unchangeable ...
Because seriously , I did not hate him that much when he's not doing something bad which makes me angry , I will not find his presence that annoying ...
And of course , my brother took my side....
So.... really ....this is kinda hard for me to write something good about him ....because this is my first time ..
lol.....So...all I can say is he is a good kid if he does not lie , brag , lazy , and everything ..hehe XD

I need to mesmerize my BM now TT
I will continue after I finish ^^

Mata ne

This wasn't suppose to be like this

Okay , FYI I'm in a fucking bad mood right now .../ \

lol The only reason I teach my brother everyday is because my mom has said to pay me for it ...

Two hours everyday , okay... I don't mind teaching that baka ...

What I've promised , I will follow nicely....*not like some b itch*

I've already teaching him for a week now, and then that damn grandmother of mine starting to say that I'm money-face and not filial with the reason that I should have teach my brother for free and extra hours since my mom bought anything I want for me and everything bla bla bla ....

Eh ,old lady ..

It's her who started telling me that she will pay me for teaching him TWO HOURS you know ?

Why adults act like this , I'm like so fucking pissed right now ...

When they did something wrong , they will never say sorry and instead blame it to you like its your damn fault ..

It's not that I don't want to teach him extra hours you muthafucka..

If you know what my mom has forced me to do everyday.....omg...I bet you won't even want to use the time to tutor that damn burden...

She forced me to mesmerize two bm essays , do english exercise everyday after teaching that shit ...

lol....where's my play time you old lady ??

I didn't even get my salary ? Where's my salary too ????

omg ...i feel like crying now ..... this is no holiday ....this is HELLiday.... 

lolz...

This post wasn't supposed to be a angry post ...

I was planning to write something good to my family since there might be a possible that the world is going to end soon...

But then , she scolded me ...and all my writing moods just puff ..*gone 

I will write when I feel better next time ~

So...

I hope everyone have a goodnight and a better tomorrow...

I'm going back watching WGM Joon Seo couple ...

They just made my night XD