Answer for "what happen to you?"

Seriously , I have no idea how to start this post ....

I've been lose contact with the world for two days ?

With my mom confiscated all those precious electronics of mine , I actually feel really*1000 angry at first ..

But it turns out not that bad after all ...

Like seriously , if my phone is around me and the wifi is on , I will never left it out of my hand like even for a few seconds...it's just so fucking tempting to go online , even for no reason ....XD

So letting her took away all those make everything I'm doing a little more effective ...

LOL, this is not what I was planning to write that day when she confiscate my things

So ! I just got my laptop back yesterday ...

I actually feel kinda relax the time when I was at Aussie where there's no wifi and all I can do with my phone is listening to the music I've downloaded there, which is all K-POP but surprisingly I don't feel like listening when I'm staying there....

Maybe it's days without phone or wifi or people that takes to quit my obsession for K-pop huh ?

Anyway ~

I really have a running away thought when I'm feeling lonely ....

And with my mom telling me that NOBODY ever in their right mind will like somebody like me just blew me off the handle....

I'm kinda in a going crazy situation that day which is why I keep tweeting ...

Because, rebellious teens like me is like that ...

--> Finding ways to embarrass my family which is keep tweeting how bad my family is ....

So...instead I just embarrass myself huh ? 

  

It's not like I've forgive everyone , just since she took the first step of breaking the ice , I guess it will do ..

See ! It's really easy to make me not mad at you ( though it's also easy for me to get angry too) but if you just step out of my way and just explain to me (instead of shouting) I could have gave up in making everything so dramatic ....

But it won't do for someone who really hates me inside out , 'cause I'll probably hate them back so much more than they deserve...

My mom is a fucking moody person , and my grandma is a little less moody than her..

But ...they don't really hate me , because they kinda place my priorities the first sometimes , < it just kinda flew out of my mind when I'm so mad at them > 

So...my mom wants to transfer me to a catholic school if I've get good results in PMR huh ?

Now I'm begging the mighty Buddha to give me some hope to start afresh in a new place..

But it might not go the way I want since I've done so many sins since the day I was born ....

Too bad ...

I really want to transfer school , like seriously , I've had enough with you all..

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Drama at school ? When I've had enough at home ? No thanks !

So somebody ?... Find me somewhere that I can watch Twilight without those virus covered links..

I will thank you so much..

Goodnight...

p.s I've read twilight breaking dawn for the 2nd time now , it's just never fails to make me amaze everytime..

p.s.s I hate people who don't know me acts like they do ...No matter how long you've know me 1 year ? 2 year ? 3 year ? neh...you never knows who I really am unless you are my stomach worm ....Even my brother doesn't know me thoroughly at all...So cut it off ...