Yesterday and Today

Actually I have nothing to write right now.
I have been so extremely careful in maintaining peace in my house today .
As in doing everything right before my mom goes crazy over little tiny matters.
So , I'm actually safe from all the shouting I hated so much tonight , huh.

I'm kinda low in school too.
I don't know if I'm sad or just plain gloomy or tired .
I just don't feel like talking .
Maybe because all those movies I've watched recently.
I wonder why good , innocent peoples always die .
Tbh, I like watching these movies.
Like REALLY sad kinds.
It will be awesome if I could cry freely too.
But it's too embarrassing to do so when there's people around me.
Because , you see ,  people doesn't see me as the emotional type.
I'm cold blooded monster , rawr ...

Anyway, I've just watched these two korean movies which makes me feel all time low.(Everyone I like died)
Secretly Greatly (spoilers alert) which is about north korea special army group going to south korea as spies . For more information , please watch that movie. I'm not going to write the synopsis here . Just my little review.
I can't bear to see three cute guys died in one movie.
It makes me feel so sad and mad.
I mean what country will want their innocent army who serve the country loyally to commit suicide !
Like the old Japan , wait , is it kamikaze or...well , it's a suicidal attacks by military aviators.
I've read that in my history textbooks.
And I find it really crazy for those people to sacrifice and obey like that.
It's the same with this movie . They just commit suicide like they were told to.
Stupid !
It's their choice anyway , I will stop commenting about their unthinkable behaviour and mindset .
Well.. It's a great movie despite the fact that everyone died in the end.
I'm even planning to watch it again sometimes.

Next ! It's Miracle in Cell No 7. It's a touching movie.
Actually when I first wanted to watch this movie , I didn't give much thought about it.
In fact , I've just finished watching the movie before I decided to blog again .
Unlike Secretly Greatly ,  where I can still control my tears from flowing out of my stupid eye , I can't for this movie.(Spoilers Alert)
Seeing a retarded father doing everything  for his daughter is so touching.
I meant it doesn't matter whether you have a caring father or you don't , you'll cry for this movie.
Apparently , I don't have a father .
It makes me sad and jealous at the fact that even a retarded is doing the best for his daughter when mine does not even care about my life and death ( it's kinda exaggerate but yea you know what i meant) .
I rather have a retarded father and being retarded father's daughter than having a irresponsible and lying father.
I was squeezing my heart worrying about the three cute soldier when I watched Secretly Greatly .
I was crying blood when I watched Miracle in Cell No 7 .
These two movies made my emotions so up and down .
You people really should watch it sometimes.

Bye fellas.
Till the very next post LOL.

October First

I didn't blogged for a whole freaking month...
If you see the archive you will not find any post for September 2013 /sigh/
Do people actually get busier older ?
Cruel reality isn't it ?
You get older .
It's already a torture for people who doesn't want to grow up {like me} yet you still need to do heaps of things in your freaking daily life.
Can I just refuse ?
I refuse to take any exam , I refuse to grow up and think about my future, I refuse to take responsibility to everything and anything , I refuse to make new friends , I refuse to see who's treating me good sincerely or just trying to make a friend,...
You see...
When one grew up.
There's heaps of feelings growing inside whether you like it or not.
That's why I don't like growing up.
When I was a kid.
It's pretty easy to solve every things.

Anyway, I don't want to talk about that right now.
It's actually only the starting.
I'm going to briefly post about how I spend the days not blogging :p
It's a busy month , September.
The exams are earlier this year for reasons unknown.
To be honest , I wasn't busy with revising .
I was planning to prepare for the EXAMS one month earlier.
But I end up rushing everything the last minute.
Failure indeed.
I didn't put much effort in this exam because all my friends around me doesn't give a shit about it either.
I get affected pretty easily .
For that , I don't look forward in getting my results back ...
It's gonna suck big time for all I know....

So , now that I've done my exams, I'm a free girl ..LOL hahaha
Not really , actually...
It's only the first day and I'm already forced to do all the house chores.
They just can't bear to see me playing , right ?
Urgh..

I went out with the girls yesterday...
Every time I go out with my friends, I'll end up flat broke..
That's probably one of the reasons I don't like going out with them..
I don't know where I used my money at , they just get lesser lol.
And so.
Yeah , I've watched RunnerRunner starring Justin Timberlake.....
I never know Justin Timberlake is an actor ....
I knew his songs are good but I didn't know he can act too .
See, that's what kpop did to me..
I'm all about Korea LOL...

But haha luckily , I have a human dictionary(?) ahaha I don't know what name I can give that friend of mine..
Every time I have a question, I asked her, and she just know every question to my answers lol
Sometimes I even forgot my results (I don't even know what's my brain for ...)  , she knew it and so she answers my other friend (That's really weird)
She gets annoyed eventually , and I'll feel bad..
But we'll both forgets about it :p

I don't know what's wrong with me but sometimes I'll ask some stupid questions even I want to slap myself..
Like looking a gay-guy with GUY features and then I'll ask "Is he a guy ?"
Yeah , That's what I did when I went out with her last time .
I'm so embarrassed >.<
Because there's strangers(her brother's friend) beside us ..
I don't know why I asked , it just came out from my mouth TT
Maybe I meant " that guy is so gay"...
Well whatever.
They should get used to it .
I'm not usually this cray ,  just SOMETIMES /winks/ haha

Okay , bye creeps...oops it's peeps :P
I MIGHT blog again tomorrow...