Yesterday and Today

Actually I have nothing to write right now.
I have been so extremely careful in maintaining peace in my house today .
As in doing everything right before my mom goes crazy over little tiny matters.
So , I'm actually safe from all the shouting I hated so much tonight , huh.

I'm kinda low in school too.
I don't know if I'm sad or just plain gloomy or tired .
I just don't feel like talking .
Maybe because all those movies I've watched recently.
I wonder why good , innocent peoples always die .
Tbh, I like watching these movies.
Like REALLY sad kinds.
It will be awesome if I could cry freely too.
But it's too embarrassing to do so when there's people around me.
Because , you see ,  people doesn't see me as the emotional type.
I'm cold blooded monster , rawr ...

Anyway, I've just watched these two korean movies which makes me feel all time low.(Everyone I like died)
Secretly Greatly (spoilers alert) which is about north korea special army group going to south korea as spies . For more information , please watch that movie. I'm not going to write the synopsis here . Just my little review.
I can't bear to see three cute guys died in one movie.
It makes me feel so sad and mad.
I mean what country will want their innocent army who serve the country loyally to commit suicide !
Like the old Japan , wait , is it kamikaze or...well , it's a suicidal attacks by military aviators.
I've read that in my history textbooks.
And I find it really crazy for those people to sacrifice and obey like that.
It's the same with this movie . They just commit suicide like they were told to.
Stupid !
It's their choice anyway , I will stop commenting about their unthinkable behaviour and mindset .
Well.. It's a great movie despite the fact that everyone died in the end.
I'm even planning to watch it again sometimes.

Next ! It's Miracle in Cell No 7. It's a touching movie.
Actually when I first wanted to watch this movie , I didn't give much thought about it.
In fact , I've just finished watching the movie before I decided to blog again .
Unlike Secretly Greatly ,  where I can still control my tears from flowing out of my stupid eye , I can't for this movie.(Spoilers Alert)
Seeing a retarded father doing everything  for his daughter is so touching.
I meant it doesn't matter whether you have a caring father or you don't , you'll cry for this movie.
Apparently , I don't have a father .
It makes me sad and jealous at the fact that even a retarded is doing the best for his daughter when mine does not even care about my life and death ( it's kinda exaggerate but yea you know what i meant) .
I rather have a retarded father and being retarded father's daughter than having a irresponsible and lying father.
I was squeezing my heart worrying about the three cute soldier when I watched Secretly Greatly .
I was crying blood when I watched Miracle in Cell No 7 .
These two movies made my emotions so up and down .
You people really should watch it sometimes.

Bye fellas.
Till the very next post LOL.