Only on an extremely bored day like today , I will remember the existence of my blog .

The second last day of my holiday . The last day of 2013 . New Year Eve .
So I've picked today to do some blogging .

You know what ?
Holidays didn't only make me eat more , get fatter , get dumber and also most of all I GET LAZIER.
I don't even read books now.
It's just drama , drama & DRAMA all day...
Gosh you guys should see how I've spent my holidays.
I'm watching four dramas at a time . <Pretty Man , Man from the Stars , Prime Minister and I , Miss Korea>
I'm unbelievable. (That's not a praise lol)

To be really really honest. Actually I did "touch" books . (If you consider flipping and empty minded reading as touching then yea I did "touch" some reference books..)
But only because I can't stand the constant screaming and shouting from my mom any more lol.
You can't imagine how frustrating it is being constantly reminded that I've a big test next year and  how much stress it is that I'm going to be studying in the second best class of the grade (that's what they said) .
I'm not showing off.
I have nothing to show off neither lol .
My average mark is nothing compared to so many people.
And I'm doing nothing to make it better.
I don't even feel like doing anything. That's worst.

During last year's holidays , at least I've read and truly understand the first few chapters of History.
I have WANTED to read it.
But now , IDontEvenWantToSeeIt ...

I can already imagined how doomed I'm gonna be next year . HOW?! *cries*
I really should seriously do some studying right now , right ? :'(
Right , okay .

Now lets talk about the camp I went to in this holiday.
I went there for a week for goodness sake.
And I totally hate it.
I did mentioned that my socializing skills suck right ?
Holy.
I don't know how in the world my mom thinks I'm going to learn anything there.
Because when I start hating on a place or a people , I have no desire to learn anything from them .
That doesn't mean I hated someone there . (I couldn't anyway IDEK them lol)
But I hated the place indeed.
Omg you can't even imagine how gross the whole place is.
The toilet ... I don't even want to think about the place.
Anyway briefly telling.
That's probably my very first time sharing a dorm with 40+50+ girls lol.
Ew.

It's not that I have anything against the girls there.
But why are they so mature ?
It's pretty hard to look at considering me as a older camper looking at those 14-15 years old girls putting up make up and talking about boys whenever they have time lol.
Extremely weird new environment for me .
And I don't think I like that kind of society uhm.

I'm weird and immature myself.
I think the people I only liked are kids and babies lol.
I hate teenagers (what am I saying ...me as teenager myself.......maybe that's why I hate myself lol)
Middle aged people are also a frustrating and annoying human being themselves.
Especially those who're going through menopause .
Pain in the neck .
I'm going to move out by the time it started on my mom lol.
I can't even stand her now urgh.

Anyway , she confiscated my phone with the reason I should never watched drama/movies from a smart phone . (Such Bullshit)
And I rebelled against that by sleeping in the living room for these few nights and bla bla.
LMAO I think I'm punishing myself by doing that eh ( my back hurts sleeping on a sofa-bed)

Well , that's all I want to blog for today :)
And I do realised that I haven't blog about the Thailand trip xD

By the way , CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ??? (because I ABSOLUTELY CAN'T !)
Next year is the fifth year I'm blogging !!
Wow.
It's amazing .
The fact that I did not give up on blogging with all those temptations everywhere xD
Although I do admit that I've blogged lesser and lesser ... :p

Anyway...

“Happy New Year Eve ! And may the odds be ever in your favor.” 

Sounds familiar right .
It's easy to guess where I got that from xD
If you've watched IT .

November 2013

Howdyy !
I'm finally back blogging after ...one month and eight days ...

Miz meh anyone ? *gets twitter-fied*

Briefly telling you guys how I spend this one month :p
{big events only }
{of course included bathing , eating , phone-playing , drama-watching , tweeting , blah-ing times in between}

• My Birthday ---November 6th----
• Class Trip ---November 8th---
• Condemned Day ---November 15th---
• Trip To Thailand ---November 18th~November 24th---

And so and so .... BUSY MONTH RIGHT ?! THESE ARE NO EXCUSES RIGHT ?!!
My mom just brought back my laptop from the repair center half an hour ago ...
The first thing I did after plugging in the adapter is blogging ...
So you guys should consider about forgiving me lol ...*as if people care about me orz*

So...
Do you really think I'm going to be this concise about my BIG month events....
Hah...still not that lazy ..Me.

First things First~

My candy-sweet sixteenth birthday :p

I ate TWO birthday cakes ....like..... OMG...right?
Both from my dear friends ....like..... VERY OMG ...right ?
Whatever..
If you oh my god-ed at my upper two statements meant you think a person like me shouldn't be this blessed.
*sigh*
Actually I am the very one who thinks that way ...
I'm too blessed on this birthday lol *keurais*
My birthday is on November 6th <I've said that already, didn't I ? orz>
My primary school besties purposely/not purposely arranged an outing on November 5th so to celebrate my birthday....
Actually I really didn't know if they had remembered my birthday , I'm just like -oh- tagging along-& secretly wishing they've remembered lol- xD
And THEY DID !
A surprised birthday event after lunch *<actually not at all surprising , caught a glimpse of the cake being carried to kitchen otl...... #BlameOnMyWanderingEyes >

Not at all surprising but extremely touching ^.^
My tear buds doesn't work on this kind of events because.....hmmm.....idk...go ask them lol xP
Besides touching , I'm thankful..to have these friends :D
Mushy mushy lol eww....
I don't even say ILY to my family otl.... #extremelyunfilial if you say so ...It's awkward to me ...

My second birthday cake is from my secondary school friends .....
The event , I must admit , is successfully planned by the talented event planners ~8D
I get like...double or triple shocks throughout the event lmao..
Can't described...You need to be me to know the feeling lol..
<'cause normal people won't be that stupid/ easy lied to ..>
The contents are too long story ...
So I'll summarized them xD
Birthday Cake , Alot of costy presents :'( , Surprising visitor.
Tadah !
Actually I was expecting a normal outing with a dress/IU's album as present ..
Too much money wasted on me orz..
Poor kids.
And yeah ...same feelings ...
Gratitude , Touched , Surprised , Burdened .
I'm sorry that I felt burdened but yeah I do...
How can you used so much money on me otl..
We are just students ><
Sorry gals. *A present will do next time ^^*


End of my birthday celebration post !

Class Trip *just to show how busy I am*

Not my first time going on a class trip ...and certainly not the last either...
Tbh I don't know why is this in my big events list lol..
Not at all entertaining ..
Boring venues , and so plenty of selcas to kill the boredom lolz..
So yeah...
My socializing skills sucks.

Condemned Day

Hah ! You must be wondering what is with this condemned word lol xD
To me ...getting Report Card is so more or less same with being condemned ...:<
In case you don't know - the definition of condemned is
sentence (someone) to a particular punishment, especially death.

Might be way exaggerate to you but yeah ..
Having a mom like mine will make you understand ...
Never satisfied , AND always look at the worst FIRST ....
No congratulating words , AND always COMPLAIN...
Pain in the neck indeed..

It's not like I get the last , being fourth in my class ain't a bad result , right ?! *not bragging*
Pissed off actually..
So tell me.... how is this day not condemned to me ? *deep sigh*

I know I'm not the only one out there who have this kind of parents ..
To all the brothers and sisters out there ..
Peace be with you !
ROFL xD

Too long ....
Trip To Thailand will get postponed to the very next post ...
And now ..time for laptop formatting =.=
p.s. the title is this weird because I can't think of any plus I think I only update once in a month lol orz
p.s.s I'll change the title for the second post of the month *if there's any* It won't be like Second November 2013 lol don't worry xp

Yesterday and Today

Actually I have nothing to write right now.
I have been so extremely careful in maintaining peace in my house today .
As in doing everything right before my mom goes crazy over little tiny matters.
So , I'm actually safe from all the shouting I hated so much tonight , huh.

I'm kinda low in school too.
I don't know if I'm sad or just plain gloomy or tired .
I just don't feel like talking .
Maybe because all those movies I've watched recently.
I wonder why good , innocent peoples always die .
Tbh, I like watching these movies.
Like REALLY sad kinds.
It will be awesome if I could cry freely too.
But it's too embarrassing to do so when there's people around me.
Because , you see ,  people doesn't see me as the emotional type.
I'm cold blooded monster , rawr ...

Anyway, I've just watched these two korean movies which makes me feel all time low.(Everyone I like died)
Secretly Greatly (spoilers alert) which is about north korea special army group going to south korea as spies . For more information , please watch that movie. I'm not going to write the synopsis here . Just my little review.
I can't bear to see three cute guys died in one movie.
It makes me feel so sad and mad.
I mean what country will want their innocent army who serve the country loyally to commit suicide !
Like the old Japan , wait , is it kamikaze or...well , it's a suicidal attacks by military aviators.
I've read that in my history textbooks.
And I find it really crazy for those people to sacrifice and obey like that.
It's the same with this movie . They just commit suicide like they were told to.
Stupid !
It's their choice anyway , I will stop commenting about their unthinkable behaviour and mindset .
Well.. It's a great movie despite the fact that everyone died in the end.
I'm even planning to watch it again sometimes.

Next ! It's Miracle in Cell No 7. It's a touching movie.
Actually when I first wanted to watch this movie , I didn't give much thought about it.
In fact , I've just finished watching the movie before I decided to blog again .
Unlike Secretly Greatly ,  where I can still control my tears from flowing out of my stupid eye , I can't for this movie.(Spoilers Alert)
Seeing a retarded father doing everything  for his daughter is so touching.
I meant it doesn't matter whether you have a caring father or you don't , you'll cry for this movie.
Apparently , I don't have a father .
It makes me sad and jealous at the fact that even a retarded is doing the best for his daughter when mine does not even care about my life and death ( it's kinda exaggerate but yea you know what i meant) .
I rather have a retarded father and being retarded father's daughter than having a irresponsible and lying father.
I was squeezing my heart worrying about the three cute soldier when I watched Secretly Greatly .
I was crying blood when I watched Miracle in Cell No 7 .
These two movies made my emotions so up and down .
You people really should watch it sometimes.

Bye fellas.
Till the very next post LOL.

October First

I didn't blogged for a whole freaking month...
If you see the archive you will not find any post for September 2013 /sigh/
Do people actually get busier older ?
Cruel reality isn't it ?
You get older .
It's already a torture for people who doesn't want to grow up {like me} yet you still need to do heaps of things in your freaking daily life.
Can I just refuse ?
I refuse to take any exam , I refuse to grow up and think about my future, I refuse to take responsibility to everything and anything , I refuse to make new friends , I refuse to see who's treating me good sincerely or just trying to make a friend,...
You see...
When one grew up.
There's heaps of feelings growing inside whether you like it or not.
That's why I don't like growing up.
When I was a kid.
It's pretty easy to solve every things.

Anyway, I don't want to talk about that right now.
It's actually only the starting.
I'm going to briefly post about how I spend the days not blogging :p
It's a busy month , September.
The exams are earlier this year for reasons unknown.
To be honest , I wasn't busy with revising .
I was planning to prepare for the EXAMS one month earlier.
But I end up rushing everything the last minute.
Failure indeed.
I didn't put much effort in this exam because all my friends around me doesn't give a shit about it either.
I get affected pretty easily .
For that , I don't look forward in getting my results back ...
It's gonna suck big time for all I know....

So , now that I've done my exams, I'm a free girl ..LOL hahaha
Not really , actually...
It's only the first day and I'm already forced to do all the house chores.
They just can't bear to see me playing , right ?
Urgh..

I went out with the girls yesterday...
Every time I go out with my friends, I'll end up flat broke..
That's probably one of the reasons I don't like going out with them..
I don't know where I used my money at , they just get lesser lol.
And so.
Yeah , I've watched RunnerRunner starring Justin Timberlake.....
I never know Justin Timberlake is an actor ....
I knew his songs are good but I didn't know he can act too .
See, that's what kpop did to me..
I'm all about Korea LOL...

But haha luckily , I have a human dictionary(?) ahaha I don't know what name I can give that friend of mine..
Every time I have a question, I asked her, and she just know every question to my answers lol
Sometimes I even forgot my results (I don't even know what's my brain for ...)  , she knew it and so she answers my other friend (That's really weird)
She gets annoyed eventually , and I'll feel bad..
But we'll both forgets about it :p

I don't know what's wrong with me but sometimes I'll ask some stupid questions even I want to slap myself..
Like looking a gay-guy with GUY features and then I'll ask "Is he a guy ?"
Yeah , That's what I did when I went out with her last time .
I'm so embarrassed >.<
Because there's strangers(her brother's friend) beside us ..
I don't know why I asked , it just came out from my mouth TT
Maybe I meant " that guy is so gay"...
Well whatever.
They should get used to it .
I'm not usually this cray ,  just SOMETIMES /winks/ haha

Okay , bye creeps...oops it's peeps :P
I MIGHT blog again tomorrow...

Nobody will mind your disappearance. At least , I don't.

Like REALLY ! People !

It's not ME who purposely wants to criticize him.

It's HIM ! He makes everyone looks down on him . 

Such attitude " I know I suck ! So What ? Like So what ? I don't fucking give a shit about it " . 

With the attitude , yet he wants to compare with me .

LOL how can I not be piss.

I know I play almost everyday in the holidays, like watch drama and sleep and eat and drama again.

But that doesn't change the fact that I was way better than you , and I always will .

Seriously , keep that in mind you jerk. 

Why in the world we are siblings ?

I hated him from head to toe.

Like truly hate him .

I hope he disappear . 

Well...

This wasn't supposed to be a negative post .

I was planning to blog about the heels my mom bought me and etc etc.

But he ruined it .

And I'm pretty pissed off right now.

Nothing beautiful is going to come out from my brain.

I can even think of quite a few swearing words to spit in his face .

So better hands off the keyboard . 

He's a thorn in the flesh . MY FLESH.

GOD.  People. Take. Him. Away. Before. I. Kill. Him. Literally. 

Another :D

I was planning to watch School 2013 today.
But I can't find any link which load that drama fast .
The internet speed in my house is no joke.
It's as slow as a snail crawling .
So be grateful you people.
Who parents are considerate enough to get their child a decent internet package.
Mine is not.
So I'm suffering out here.
Yeah wow I sound just like one damned ungrateful brat.
Anyway, I'm pretty bored right now .
I shall blog about yesterday then.

I went out with my friends yesterday .
To be honest , it ain't fun.
I'm totally beaten by 5 hours of Chemis tuition in school.
Though I don't think I did pay attention back there.
:P We went to THE book fair.
Which is pretty lousy 'cause I can't find EVERYTHING I need there.
And every time I try to read a book , my attention flew somewhere.
So I just bought two books.

Blood Ties- Mari Mancusi

Flirt Clue -Cathleen Daly

I haven't start reading yet , so I don't know if it's good.
But I trust my taste in books (and boys) . They won't be that bad , right ?
Haha.
Apart from books, I spent quite a fortune on them :(

I'll used up everything before you even noticed.
So don't be surprised with the amount of ink refills I bought , my friends are saying things like "LOL you take them like they are all free " ..
Not free, just really cheap compared to the usual price . :D
And right , I'm a poor girl who has to stock these things for next year .
How pathetic . NOT .

And the girls went to Haegen Dazs for chocolate fondue despite the money they spent for the day .

Chocolate fondue ❤ 

I didn't eat anything except a waffle and a biting size of cake 'cause there's only five dollars left in my pockets.
Guess I don't find Chocolate Fondue yummy. It's just really attractive.
I prefer a big bucket of Haegen Dazs Chocolate Ice cream :DD
I was really tired that time , and the girls complained about my facial expression being grim  .
I hope they have fun .
I don't even know what expression did I wear that time LOL.

So , enough of the goodies picture :D
I took some picture of my friends (and myself) .
I'll just make a collage of them since I'm really lazy to upload every one of them .

Us

So , yeah .
These are pretty much what I wanted to blog about today.
Goodnight peeps.
My mom is whining and constantly "tsk-ing" behind me.
Gotta go.
Goodnight :D
I hope the fire works stop !! Or I'll go burn down their house . F**k !

Jaljayo :P

Just a little Something.

It's been two months since I last blogged  . 

I don't even know what to blog anymore, blogging seems a little strange and time-consuming when I have everything like twitter and instagram :P

But I will blog still , since I like the feeling when I read back everything I've blogged .

I've finished watching I Hear Your Voice today....

and WOW that was probably the best drama of the year , aside from Gu Family Book .

It really is one 대박 drama. 

Lee Jong Suk turns my heart into marshmallow with his lovely face and voice and action .

I love the character Park Soo Ha like so freaking much .

I had been wishing for someone like the character to come into my life while watching that drama.

But I've did nothing to deserve somebody like him.

So now I'm working on getting rid of that thought. /cries/

I can do it . I can do it . T.T

Seriously people , I think I'm having some "drama-addiction symptoms" LOL.

I went sleepover at my friend's house yesterday .

It was kinda fun , because I am someone who's easily entertained (?)

Anyway , I just continue watching drama at her house .

And that was pretty good since I can't really use the computer at my house for my brother will keep bugging me till I got all irritated .

I had to speak English at her house 'cause her mom's is a Korean .

So I can only communicate with her either in English or Korean .

Although I do love Korean very much and had been learning it for the time being , I was not prepared to get myself all humiliated in front of my friend's mom :P

I did said one korean phrase which is pretty humiliating still .

But I decided to let that slide since it will be impolite if I hadn't said it . 

잘 먹겠습니다 ( I will eat well). Yeah right , that was what I had said. 

I could have said it properly if I am not one of the easily-humiliated and shy kinds of girl.

But I am . And I don't know what can I do about that .

So I probably look like a silly in front of her mom . /sigh/

And English .

I speak English okay . I do English test paper good . But my speaking is just okay.

Mostly I just said "um-yeah" or "oh-yes" or just awkward smile .

Sometimes I want to say something but it just stuck in my throat because I really am a not confident person in front someone unfamiliar.

Something similar to " Is saying this at the time suitable?" or "Is it okay if I speak?" keeps crossing my mind.

So I think staying silent is the best choice :)

Which is not really a good attitude when it comes to learning/ getting a job .

Am I right ?

What if I had to get job interview in the future ?

It won't be good if I stay silent too. 

I need to work on my confidence building . 

This friend of mine came to my house today .

My mom had invited her over for steamboat dinner.

We had fun watching "Warm Bodies" at my house too , I guess.

I had fun.   

So that's probably how I spent my first two days of holidays .

Not a bad starting , huh ? :)

Happy Holidays.

I don't know if I will blog again .

But I probably will blog again , if I'm bored enough .

Goodnight peeps ! 

Perfect face , Perfect body , My Love (LEE JONGSUK)

My list of Likes and Dislikes

Hi love :3
I'm blogging again today ,you guys are curious right ?
Since I've said that I'm gonna post about my likes and dislikes at this post ...
I hope that ya'll are at least a tiny little bit curious about me ...
since what i need recently is some attentions lol...
staying at home everyday is making me crazy inside out lol..
<seriously, i need to stop using lol..... LOL>
ok now...
i don't know what's included in my likes and dislikes...
maybe there's celebrities--that's a must lol not maybe, and I'm sure that I'm going to write so much till it fills 3/4 of this post {this is my blog anyway ;P} ..
maybe there's mm...food, or,  clothes , or countries, or language , or song, or ....gah anything you can think of.
So, let's start with MY LIST OF LIKES , shall we ?

1. Songs I like recently : wait , let me scroll through my song list first...erm...actually there's no specific songs which I really like....but if I must choose... that will be every soothing songs that sang by sweet voice singers.....
2. Female solo singers I like : most of the time I will choose IU as the best female solo singer ...Shin Hye and Juniel are just along the list ^^ (shin hye is actress but that doesn't matter since i love her voice)
3. Male solo singers I like : Jay Park and ..err...<sorry I can't think of anyone except him for the moment> ...oh ...yoon si yoon... lol (i know he's actor, but i listened to his singing once, it's amazing ^^)
4. Girl groups I like : Hello Venus is top on the list , After School and Rainbow are a tie lol...(what am I doing ,lol this ain't competition , what tie ==) (hahaha I don't even know why these two groups are on my list , I can't even remember the members name :p )(anyway, song is everything that matters, i love their songs  ^^)
5. Boy groups I like : Nu'est !! lol do I even have to say it out ...I bet everyone that read my blog knows that I'm a major Nu'est fan :p (it's written all over my face lol keke) C-clown is right after Nu'est and no more :p 
6. Drama I like :You are the best Lee Soon Shin :3 (that's what I'm watching recently)
7. Books I like :Twilight Breaking Dawn :p (I'm reading that lately , you can tell from my last post lol)
8. Language I like : Hihi , I'm a Chinese but obviously I prefer English more than Chinese lol ..(you'll be reading a chinese blog already if I favor Chinese more than English ) and Korean is what I'm learning by myself for the year :p (I'm planning to learn many language, if you didn't know)(and before that, maybe I should master English first lol )
9. Movie I like : The Great Gatsby XD ( I've watched that movie with my friends not long ago) 
10. Countries I like :Of course it will be Australia , what else ? The scenaries there are like drawings lol, every picture I've took there , you can tell that the backgrounds are even prettier than the people in it lol) Taiwan and Singapore are on the list . 
11. Friends I like : One who doesn't think too much and over sensitive (since I'm already taking the role there , so I need friends who are not same like me or there'll be a great big mess in the friendship lol)and... if I can choose , I would like to have a pretty friend , since I like pretty people (but most of the pretty people out there doesn't have a good personality, so no thanks. ^^) and...I like friend who doesn't gossip (nobody like gossipers) (and of course another reason is that I can't stand the temptation of joining in the gossips when my friends are gossiping, I don't want to be a bad person /screams/horror face/ keke) and of course somebody who cares about me, is truthful and kind :p {seriously these are some tall orders but I hope that there will be this somebody in my life , because I think maybe mixing with these kind of people will make my soul (?) better :3}
12. Boys I like : Pretty,quiet and tall boys :p /grins/ 
13. Authors I like : Stephanie Meyer (Twilight Author) and Meg Cabot(I read a lot of book written by her lol)
14. Blogs I like : Mine ! (you can go puking if you feel like it)
15. Occupation I like :Radio DJ (that WAS my ambition a few years ago lol) but now I've changed to environment scientist since I realise how rotten the world has become I think my talking ability doesn't qualify in becoming a DJ yet lol...
16. Outfit I like : Something extraordinary ...I like Taiwan and Korea fashion trends :3
17. Colours I like : Every colour except green :p

Are we done yet ? I think the list is going to be a little bullshit-ish if I was to continue lol....

and now , the long awaited My List Of Dislikes :'( 

1. Songs I dislike : Loud , Heavy Metals Music (I will feel so bekchek then, I'll kill everyone around me lol, literally )
2. Celebrities I dislike : Self-conscious celebrities (though I've didn't actually see these kind of celebrities YET)
3. Singers I dislike : None (I will never listen to their songs anyway if I dislike the genre)
4. Countries I dislike : Thailand (sorry but I can't help it , I dislike everything there)
5. Movie I dislike : Boring movie 
6. Language I dislike : Malay (I won't group Chinese here since it's my mother language)(and I will never group Thai here either since I will never go to that country again)
7. Kind of people who annoys me: Self conscious. Selfish. One who make everything complicated. One who is not truthful (liar). One who is not modest and likes to boast . One who doesn't know how to think about others , who talk and do things without thinking. (I can't think of anymore now)(actually I'm a pretty selfish person and I don't think I'm good at understanding others , that's why mom and I fights a lot)
8. People I dislike: Me ! (I hate myself every time I fight with my  family lol because I will try to hurt them in every way when we fight)(I have a really stubborn personality)(and I seldom regrets when I did something awfully wrong and... that's why I hate myself)(I will never want to have a daughter like me lol) (My existance is a sin =.=)(why am I scolding myself lol )
9. Boys/Girls I dislike : BULLIES ( seriously this kind of people should freaking get out of my life lol, i don't care who the hell are they bullying , as long as they are bullying girls , I will never EVER talk to them )(I really hate guys who bullies girl because of their appearance lol)(But I don't really care if they are bullying people who have a major attitude problem :3 )
10. Outfit I dislike : something way too normal and doesn't fit the occasion.
11. Colours I dislike : Green !!

I think the list should end here :p

This is a freaking long post lol....

Maybe because I'm too bored keke...

Anyway ,I really enjoy posting something like this :3

Because there's actually SOMETHING that I can talk about freely and it really sucks a lot when I don't have anything to blog about and had to squeeze my brain out to blog about some bullshits :p

mmm...

Bye peeps  ✿

Little and Big things :p

Hi potato ! Hi mushroom ! Hi flower ! Hi stalker ! Hi nobody :(
I'm blogging today ! Can you believe it ?? lol...
Now that I'm in my second week of holiday , I'm starting to feel really useless and unproductive ..
Anyway today my urge of responsibility towards this blog suddenly rush over me lol...
So ! Here I am ... ^^ hihi

Do you actually believe me lol hahaha...
Actually , I've just finished catching up with the latest episode of my favourite drama of the month .
annnnd.........That's WHY....lol...kkk
I have been busy watching "You're the best Lee Soon Shin" for the past few days ...
I can't watch that drama during the exams ...
So now that I'm finally at the latest episode of the drama , I've decided to blog since I've nothing left to watch...
mmmm.. I still left a show ...but it's okay...

and so now what should we talk about ..
Oh yeah ! I've fixed my laptop !!
erm...Aside from the godknowswhatiswrongwithit   "virus" like the computer repairman said, the hardware is as good as new....
I doubt that there's virus(?) in my laptop ...
Like seriously !! I didn't download any shitty things except for a china software which I have been using for years ..and of course ...some other software which I can assure is pretty virus-free since many people have been using it ....
SO !! What the hell is wrong with my laptop ????!!
Like it keeps connecting and disconnecting from wifi itself..
And the sounds ...omg...it's like so laggy and ...URGHH!!

I didn't know that I'm capable of spoiling my "baby" lol...
/sigh/....
Talking about this just makes me sadder...so I'm gonna stop talking about my "baby"..

Recently, oh not recently, I'm always in love with vampires lol...
I'm ONE OF THE freaking twilight fans out there and...I'm proud of it kekeke ^^
I'm re-watching the twilight books lately and....therefore my Vampire-mania is back again :3

Do you know that my mom gave me a curfew during holidays TOO ???
I'm only able to use computer for three hours a day and not able to use my hand phones
or anything for the rest of the day ....
Heol ! If I follow the curfew she made ..I must have gone bonkers lol..
I really hate it when parents use "This is my house ! You follow my rules!" as excuse ..
My teenage instinct will NEVER EVER let me follow their rules or whatsoever CURFEWS lolz
I will not push it too much either ...
It's okay then if I'm allowed to use computers for three hours a day ..
But nobody EVER forbids me to use MY phone lol ~
Suck THAT up ...motha

K. that's all for today.
p.s. look forward for my next post , I'm going to make a list of likes and dislikes.
p.s.s I'm thinking about transferring to wordpress but I've been here for so long ...(it's just a thought)
p.s.s.s maybe I should create a teenagers blog lol..there's too much complaints I want to lodge ><
p.s.s.s.s Goodnight<3

Little Of This and That

Hey Old Sport ~

I betcha all don't know what old sport means ...
Actually it's from a movie that I've watched with my friends recently :3
If you didn't watch that movie , it's called The Great Gatsby ...
And "old sport" is just a 20's colloquial kind of expression meaning like "Hey Pal" ..
Gatsby used it quite a lot in that movie...
Although I think it's really cool and special and also thought about going around calling my friend "old sport"..
But somehow I just find it kinda stupid  lol..
Anyway that movie is really good in it's own way..
Like..it's pretty long and boring at first ,'cause since it's a story and they had to introduced everything before getting into the climax...
Nevertheless it still manage to get me and my friends keep remembering about it .... ^^
After all, it's twist and all are just as interesting as the straightforward movies like Spider Man ...
AND THE ACTORS ACTING SKILLS ARE REAL GOOD !
I mean their acting skills especially Lenardo Dicaprio , despite his old age and real life which is exactly opposite to the role he's playing as in The Great Gatsby...His acting is undoubtedly good..
Hehe it should be ...He played in titanic before ...lol /knocks my head/
So here's a wallpaper/poster of that movie..
Hahaha ...The girl in the middle who is bloody cold-blooded in that movie got scolded by me and my friends a lot lol...

The Great Gatsby Main Cast

Oh yeah ...

BTW Toby Maguire who plays the spiderman got a role ..I think maybe as a on-screen narrator in that movie...

I always find him kinda noobish because of his role in SpiderMan lol...

Anyway I'm really glad that I've watched this movie....

Yay done introducing a little about the movie...

I'm definitely recommending it ...

So anyone who happens to pass by my blog and read this post, do watch that movie..

You are not going to regret....

So ...

Now my MYE test has ended....

I felt pretty empty and stress-free as usual ...

Days after exam lolz...are always the same...

Sleep and neglecting everything that you wanted to do during exams...

Just push everything aside and sleep the whole freaking day but still feeling restless..

Maybe that's just me ...

I don't know...Everything has been pretty boring after MYE ends...

School's boring, House is pretty boring and irritating too since I've got that freaking "CCTV" behind me at all time and follow or cries about everything , ...?sigh? I just want to skip everything and go straight to holiday .

I feel sick recently too....

Orz..how frustrating...

Done !

Have a good night or a nice day.....

I'm going to watch drama..

Tata..

Quick update [Emptiness]

HiHi ~♥ I'm finally back blogging after such long hiatus here :/ It has been months since I've blog anything right ? This blog has been like so deserted...I feel kinda bad about that. Hmm..if blog DO talk , I think the first thing it'll do is shouting at me for not updating it .../sigh/ Actually I didn't stop blogging on purpose, something awful happened that eventually made me stop blogging Okok then >< maybe it is an excuse ..but anyway it's still one of the reasons I did not came here lol.. I got my laptop screen crashed accidentally last month. Does that sound like an excuse now huh ? TT Urghh , I can't find anyone as idiotic and stupid as me now :/ I mean how can I crash the laptop just by accidentally closing it with my earphones in between omg.. I need to learn to pay attention and handle things with care next time ¡ Orz...I've always treat my laptop as my baby and knowing that it got damage because of ME just made me feel so bad and mad /sigh/.. Now I'm updating my blog using my phone for the very first time /sigh/ I hope it won't come out weird lol... Anyway it's 2a.m. right now...so... Goodnight everyone ...잘자요 여러분들...♥ P.s I'll blog again ASAP P.s.s nothing hehe

2013 SCHOOL'S LIFE (PART 1)

What date it is already ?

/sigh/ Look ... I don't really keep track of time during holidays...

And yeah right ... it's holiday in my country this week ...

I have completely no idea why these few months seems to fly by .... 

Is secondary 4 really that hectic ?

To me ? It is ...

I don't know....

It's not like I've participated in a lot activities or go for lots of tuition like my friends do...

I just feel really busy ...<I'm crazy>

I've just finished the first semester's exam last week ....

I'm so T-O-T-A-L-L-Y defeated by the exams...

No matter how hard I've studied for the exams...they will never give me a satisfied results /cries/

I've got all ABCs for this exam...

I really hated structure exam questions , they just make me lost my As for history and moral ....

I'm pretty confident that I will grab those 2 A s if there are no structure questions ...

Damn them ...:'(

I was actually really really depressed back then ...

I've never get a near-fail-results for those two subjects before...

It's like getting a B for English ....I'll die..

But so far I've never get a B in English , so that's good X)

Yeah... well... there's one good point studying in my current class ..it's easy to get the highest score ..

Well, I've just admitted I'm studying in a "not-so-good" class /sigh/ 

Anyway , I just got the highest score in Trigo /whispers/ which is an A !!

I never get A in any maths subject before too..

Well, life sure is full of surprises ...XD

Okay...enough of all those nerdy's talk ....

So what should we talk about now ....?

My social life ? 

I'm a quiet student, so nothin much happen...

Maybe I did manage to annoy a teacher with my quiet-ness lolz..

I'm trying my best not to annoy her with my personality....so ...I hope she will not dislike me much...

I think I like all my seatmates so far..

My fifth seatmate is a girl..

She'll be a perfect seatmate if she doesn't have a habit of harassing people..

Yeah right ...

And stop breaking the school rules...then I'll like to be her seatmate...orz..

So, about the wish in my last post ...

I think I can tell it now since someone asked me about it...

Before changing seats, I think ..my "sixth-sense" is telling that my 5th seatmate will be a guy ...

Since I don't really know much of the guyz in class , and then I just think that my previous seatmate will be a good seatmate , so I've just made a wish about something like that ...

Then I'm quite shocked that it actually came true ..

Hmm.....I don't know but I think maybe I treat him as 자매  , I don't actually feel awkward sitting with him XD

Although he's caring and funny and is a L.O./\.E , he kept finding me ....."fake" ...well ... that's not what he says, but I think he means that ....

So , I don't really want to seat with him anymore ...

I don't know how one can find other fake ....

Firstly , please look into the mirror and ask the reflection how true you are before saying those will you ?

And then I'm not fake .... I just don't wanna hurt your feelings since you look like someone who's easily hurt ...lolz..

Well...I 'm just giving a review on my seatmates...

It's not like I'm a good seatmate to others too... 

I think I'm being a jerk to my seatmates last year , 'cause I kept sleeping during some of the classes and they have no one to chat to ...ah...poor them (?)

Omona .... this is really a long post , isn't it...?

Yeah....it should be since I didn't really blog for a long time XD

So...I'm ending this post here .....

I love you all xoxoxo

Goodnight :3

p.s I don't know how many school's life post I'll be posting ...but then ...I'm a lazy person, maybe it will only end with part 1 XD ahahaha

The last post of February 2013

February almost ends and here I am ...

Anybody miss me ? 

Yeah I can see that nobody miss me nor my post since "The Popular Post" column has been empty since the last time I checked in here ...

I got so fed up and decided to removed it from my template layouts and changed my blogger template and all....

I took a long time to choose the best blogger template for my blog ....

Hmmm luckily it turned out quite nice .../sticking toungue out/

Oh My Gawd !

Orz... did ya guys read the news ?

I have no idea how in the world Twilight Breaking Dawn have gotten themselves seven of those god damned awards from the 33rd Annual Razzie Awards ?!

Whoosh ....

LOOK PEOPLE !

Worst Actress (Kristen Stewart), 

Worst Supporting actor (Taylor Lautner), 

Worst Screen Couple (Lautner and Mackenzie Foy as Jacob and Renesmee),

Worst Screen Ensemble, 

Worst Remake/Rip-Off or Sequel

Worst Director (Bill Condon),

Worst Picture 2012.

I was like " WTH , are they even making sense ?"

and my friend was like "Duhh...I've already knew that it was a lousy movie .." 

/faint/ 

I'm really obsessed with vampires , witches , magics, fairytales and everything ...

So that movie really did make me happy every time I watched it ....

Though I must agree to those comments about reading the books series are so much better than watching the movies......

They really changed a little too much stuffz if you guys compared to the books...

I don't know why in the world Stephanie Meyer let them do that ...psst...

/raise hands/ Stephanie Meyer's fangirl here !

Maybe I love that movie because of the books (?)

Ah...no idea...

Anyway, I did got a little disappointed in the movies after reading the books ...

'cause the books are waaaaaaaaaaaaaay better XDD

So people , do not read the books before watching the movie  :pp

Hmm..
My teacher has changed all our seats AGAIN !!
Now I'm really sure that her life is too boring ....
And she's planning to make us miserable by changing our seats every week lolz...
This is my err...4th seat in 2013 ...
I'm sitting with a booooooooooooooy arggh .... luckily this boy is kinda okay....
Actually I did make a wish before changing the seats ....
Ah...nevermind....

Uhuh ...that's all for my February Last Post .....
BTW , I've signed up for wordpress .....
I guess that will be my perfect hideout for my extreme fangirl mood XP
I'm officially a L.O./\.E ...XDD
Nu'est oppa neomu neomu chuwahae ...sry ^.^
Nighty Nights humans...

GEEZ ... I'm alive ?

Hello earthlings :3

How's everyone today ?

It seems like every friend of mine who blogs are either really busy / they are just pure lazy..to have deserted their lovely blog ...

Hmm..this is my first post in February 2013 :)

I just feel like writing <though there's nothing specific I want to write in my mind right now>

Just finished preparing myself for tomorrow's Chemistry exam :)

It's just O-N-E freaking easy chapter but I've took the whole night to study it .
Because I'm lame X)

Neh, just... I'm trying to do many things in the same time...A.K.A reading , listening to music , role playing ,...

O.O RIGHT !
I should have told ya'll about last week...

Here's the craziest thing that has ever befallen on me and my family...

Car Accident on XX.1.2013 

I've never experienced a car accident this B-I-G before ...

Like Near-Death experience (?)

Anyway it's just very horrible , terrible , bad and CRAZY !!

..has only saw it in the TV...
....never imagined that I will be experiencing this in my life...

I thought I will have trouble with car/streets after this car accident lol...

Like being afraid of driving or sitting in car or crossing the road or ...

"Maybe it's not that TERRIBLE enough ....../cause nobody died or anything/"

LOLZ it was scary enough to have letting a lorry hit our car from behind and our car went spinning TWICE and nearly knock the barrier that lead to the forest ...
If ya'll didn't think that it's terrifying....then ya'll should just try experiencing it..tsktsk  

And HELLO !
I think if this accident was to be more terrifying , our car can hit the barrier and my mom and I who were sitting in the front seat will either knock our head on the steering or my grandma and brother who were sitting behind will get thrown into the forest  ..

Or maybe if another car didn't see our accident or maybe didn't have time to stop his/her car , they might knock us on the side ...and we might D-I-E !
Uhuh ...is it scary enough now ?

I keep making jokes or maybe wanting to die before this accident ...

Now , death nearly took us away that time , and I actually felt REALLY SCARED ...

Seriously , I really don't understand how my friend can still laugh after I told them ?

Am I really not important to them ?

I'm really really annoyed ....

What are friends for?

Hmm...I said I felt really scared , and I've told them I nearly die , they should at least ask me if I'm injured lol

And not making fun of it ....

So , seriously , luckily I've put my seat belts on that time...and thank god for letting us live..

LITS ...

Never give a damn shit when a freaking idiotic motorcyclist is driving slow in front of your car in a busy highway ...

That's what I've learnt from this accident...

Goodnight everyone :3

24 JANUARY 2013, THURSDAY

It's my first time updating this blog since school started...

How I-R-R-E-S-P-O-N-S-I-B-L-E of me , letting my precious readers waiting for my post 

*:p acting as if I had any *

Anyway, there's lots of times I wanted to post something here but I just end up posting them inside my mind ..

Duhh... what am I saying....

So ! How's life's going you all fellas ?

Mine has been pretty much busy in the first few weeks of January ....and then it's all good ..

Because of my UEC results , I got accepted into Science Stream ...

Science stream...science stream....arggh!!

I'm starting to wondering why in the freaking world have I lost my mind and then tried to get into Science Stream so desperately ....<It's not like Science Stream is that easy to study >

So ?! Why does everyone wants to get into Science Stream :?

As my school's student , studying in Science Stream means less play times, studying like hell, tuition-ing like the fees are free  ....and bla bla .

<But of course , being me , studying in Science stream didn't stop me from playing >

And of course , also being me ,  I will be crying when the examination days arrive...

See, I've been so lazy today ...that's why I'm updating this blog now...

Let's see what have I done today ...

9:00 a.m. : woke up / went tuition 

 4 hours later 

1:00p.m.: tuition ended

Waited for mom for almost an hour

2:00p.m. : Reached home

Starting to eat and play :<

*Now* 7:21p.m. : updating my blog while watching The King Of Dramas  ...

And a day is going to past with me wasting it like this....how sad TT

Haiz...

I think I might freak out at 8 or 9pm and start to revise that bloody History of my lousy country :(

So, life at school is SO-SO..

The teacher of mine is either too boring or there's something wrong with her brain ...

She changes our seats every 2 weeks (?)

Hell ! Luckily I like my past two seats in this class...

First , I sat with an old classmate of mine..

And now , I'm sitting by myself :33

It's kinda boring sitting by myself , but oh well, I can be more concentrate in what I'm doing ...

So , other than school's life, my social life is all good and my free time is ok too...

By the way , I'm roleplaying for my darling bias Minki aka Ren of Nu'est ...

Rp is kinda fun ...You guys should check it out sometimes ...:3

That's all for today ..

Please support Park Shin Hye and Yoon Si Yoon by watching their latest drama >>Flower Boy Next Door 

My opinion ? It's terrific....I bet you'll like it too :33