Once again , I'm back blogging .
Ever since I've stopped blogging , my English gets lousier and lousier .
Although my speaking was always lousy , my writing is still okay .
But now , I just feel like I can't even write a good essay without reference book .
That feeling sucks .
Realizing how lousy my English has become , kills me.
I have no idea how much blogging has benefit me back then .
But now I know .
So I'll be back blogging for some time these days , first because I've done my exam (Part of it) ..
Second, 'cause holidays is just around the corner (I'm bored) .
I will not post about any specific things in this post .
I'll just mix anything and everything that I've done in this four months when I'm not blogging .
Argh I'm so sleepy , I don't think I can write well in this post :(
So , I've started to watch Chinese dramas .
THAT is something worth mentioning , 'cause I have never watch Chinese dramas in my whole life.
Oh yeah ... I did .. (stupid brain)
Skip Beat was my first Chinese drama ...(I think I watched it last year) (Or maybe two years ago)
ANYWAY , that's not important .
The reason why I've started watching Chinese dramas is.......................................... a mystery :D
lol no .
It's because my grandma watches it every evening .
I was 'forced' to watch bits of it 'cause that's the time I take my dinner.
So , yeah.
After watching 'bits' of it , I find Chinese dramas really meaningful.
Unlike most Korean dramas (that always include melo) , Chinese dramas teaches me about family love and hardship.
Omg . wth . '_' who am I ? what am I doing ? I'm not writing about this . EW . family love and hardship
? writing a novel theme girl ? duh
Besides watching Chinese drama , I'm busy revising for my trial which had just ended ,... two days ago .
Life is hectic , weeks before trial , during trial ...
I spent most of my time sitting in front of my table , revising for something that makes my head hurt a lot and
I'm real tense during that period (cause I'm totally unprepared for this trial).
The earliest time I've woke up and went to bed during this trial was around 3 a.m.
All because I haven't finish revising for a certain subject . ( life is hell )
I have never been this hardworking in my entire life.
When I went to a supermarket with my fam. during the time , every second past makes me edgy.
All I thought when I was walking is "Shit . I need to go home to finish (whateva) I'm revising"
Trial makes me value time.. a lot.
Despite my efforts , I don't think I'll be able to get a good result 'cause everything is so last minute :'(
You deserved the pain you're going to get when you get the results , Jasmine.
hmph aiic
Learning how to do make up is also one of the stuff I've been doing when I'm not blogging.
I mean , I'm 17 now.
I ought to act a little mature on the outside to cover up my inside which is still pretty much childish.
I'm finding excuses to conceal my fa hiao act. lol.
Also I just want to be pretty and to look like Korean.
One of my biggest inspiration is my friend , who is too in the process of learning makeup .
Really, it's not like I'm doing something bad . Making up is legal.
I don't get why I should hear someone's rambling for doing that.
And also , I don't think I need to find excuses for making up.
I AM GROWING UP .
Suck it up , mother.
(who had scolded me for being fa hiao)
wth....
I think that's all for today 'cause I'm really tired right now.
I'll blog again tomorrow.
