The Unacceptable Change

I found myself changed really much this year ~
I mean personality ~

As you can see,
I'm positive that I've become more aggressive than before~
Like...for example ,
I didn't really get mad at boys so often before ,
But I've had enough being teased and making fun of  by the likes of them this year ~

I don't know how to control my feelings in front of a boy ~
When a boy tease or make fun or even talk to me ,
Although I know they are just joking .
But sometimes my moods are bad enough when one tease me, and then came another , and another ,...
It's like a routine , non-stoppable.
So I get mad and gave them a long harsh glare~
I know some of them thinks I'm rude ~
I don't care anyway, do I have to ?
They are just some lousy boys like my ex-dad and brother ~
But I know I'm rude ~
I hate being rude, but I also can't help it ...

So ~ nothing ~ Just want you to get to know me better ~
I know that nobody's perfect , I hope I can find out all my weakness and change it~
But this is so not my style ~ Who cares my style ~Hooof !