The evil monster

Apparently, I didn’t update my blog for like …..weeks …or months maybe..

So …. During this boring holidays , I’m sure I’ll make a new record of doing lots of unbelievable things

Here’s a list of Five unbelievable things I’ve done this two weeks  :

First , I can’t believe that I didn’t watch another  drama after  Secret Garden ….

Second, I can’t believe that I just spent two whole weeks studying English and History…

Third, I can’t believe that my mom just sign me up to tuition for five whole hours this coming weekend...which is the only time I can free from homework ....but then again ...she ruin it....

Fourth, I can’t believe that I’ve just viewed the wikipedia website to learn History....

Fifth, I can’t believe that I can’t kick my brother even though he had just point the rude fingers on me ...

Let me add one more ...

Sixth , I can’t believe that I can’t be rude at my little evil brother when he was faking his kindness for me in front of my family and friends.....

Know what ?

I so don’t need a monstrous brother to make my life more miserable....

Know what ?

I so don’t need a mother who take this evil brother side and scold me even though I’ve done nothing wrong .....maybe I’m talking a bit loudly .....maybe I’m rude.....but usually I won’t be rude to anybody unless that person is faking his/her attitude or kept pestering me or slap me or point a rude finger at me or .....

Which “ coincidentally” my brother had just done all of the above things when my mom is not around...

So... It’s me the evil one or it’s him.....

He’s monstrous, he’s evil and he’s also a lameduck....

So do not blame me if I had the thought of getting a knife and slice him into pieces to feed the animals....

I so don’t get the idea why everyone like him better than me ....

I cried last night , which I now felt that I’m wasting my tears for always crying no thanks to this evil monster....

I slept at the living room yesterday  night, feeling abandoned by my families which always took his side instead of mine and hateness and ..... lots of negative feeling ....

Duuh.... I really live a miserable life ....