Three months ?

Well ....Hi guys , I'm finally back :p
It has been THREE months ! *p.s. I've Just Came Back From Mars*
You can't believe it ?
Don't Believe It Then .

I thought I could at least blog once a month ..
It turns out that I was wrong .
My laziness swallows me completely .
I can't even find my way back here urgh..

Well anyway , I came back .

Here's a short interview between me and myself. Enjoy :/

How's life ?
Me: Extremely terrible.

Why do I say so ?
Me: Frankly, I really can't get used to this freaking class . Everyone in my class are like so extremely talented . Those who are talented in musical instruments and those who are good in academics , you can find them anywhere in  my class . ALL EXCEPT ME ! My results were pretty good last year . But this year it just sucked so much that it is not even bearable to look at . Especially my maths . I feel like crying now . So let's stop talking about results. All in all . I'm extremely disappointed in myself . Only pray to god that I won't get the last place in my class.

What have I been doing these days ?
Me: Nothing actually . I guess I've somewhat lengthen my December holidays mood to the first few months of 2014. I'm making an effort in quitting my addiction to drama.

Have I made any friends ?
Me: Sure. But only a few. Whom I can't even call as friends. My social life sucks. I guessed I have made that clear since I first started blogging ? Anyhow , I have to keep trying . Or I'll sink into depression of not having friends in life . Then I'll start talking to myself or my dolls ...I will be crazy ..

How's my preparation for the year end big test ?
Me: NOT in progress.

End .

So !
You probably thinks I'm absolutely hopeless by now eh ?
Go on . Think them . But don't tell me .
I'm pessimistic enough right now.

Perhaps the reason for my unexplainable sluggish behavior is because of the absence of a goal.
I had to make some wishes for the months ahead .

1. I wish that I can at least get 8As in my O-level.
2. I wish I can get 72 or above average marks in my school tests.
3. I wish I can fit in my school life better .
4. I wish I'm a better person xD
5. ...

Okay :p

The fourth one is bs.

'Cause I don't even know what I meant by being a better person lol.

Not fussing over petty matters ? Be A LOT MORE hardworking ??

Anyway , it doesn't have a definite definition for " A Better Person" ..

I guess I'll have to work hard now.

I hope I can do instead of repeating it over and over again *sigh*. 

Bye .
And I'll be back when I'll be back :)