Black Star

Now, I am in a WHY THE HELL is this happening to me mood ...
My forehead is creasing like shit and I absolutely feel like crying ....BOOHOO...
Uhuh , I really don't know why the hell the school has grouped me into Art Stream and put somebody lousier than me to Science stream ....
That's really a MAJOR news to me since I really thought that damn school will put me into Science Stream after my appeal ...

Seriously , this thing has been tormenting me like for the whole time waiting for the results ...
I was like kept having bad dreams about that .....
and then ...
Tadah .. The piece of fuck which I've been waiting days and night give me the most shitty results ..
Kill me ... Oh no ...Kill them all ...

It's not like I hate account ...
But just , my dream and everything just ...OMFG ... I think I can't live as an environment scientist after all..
I'll just live a normal life and become a normal accountant ...
If I ever get a job in Aussie , that will be GREAT ...will that be a little impossible ?
Nonono...We people needa believe in our wants just like what THE SECRET movie said .
#I can do it # I can get a great job in Aussie as an accountant #I can live an AWESOME life in the future

Still, getting separated with my buddy is no good ..
And then , I think I have little friends in Art Stream ...
And, that sec 1 maths teacher who HATES me might have a chance in teaching me...
*I don't wanna her teaching me since I hate her too TT
And , MY MOM DOESN'T LIKE IT !
Oh Fuck ... Uh....HELL

Anyway, keep talking about this shit is just going to make me feel sadder...
So , lets talk about something else..
Yeah ...
I'm REALLY happy since there are friends who like my blog...
Thanks all <3

p.s I really wanna watch Twilight Breaking Dawn Part 2 !
Bye
p.s.s The title is sooo random lol